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화요일, 5월 23, 2006
sian
Listening to: Choi Jin Young
Feeling: Extremely listless
Thinking: About giving up my honours

Im in a dilemma. Sian..should i really be pursuing my hons? I know for sure i wun be using it in the future. Nah, research is not something that i can imagine myself doing for the rest of my life. So why the reluctance to give it up?

Peer pressure? Maybe.

Somehow, it just feels inadequate to graduate with a mere degree. Im not being superficial. Sure, i know how glamorous it feels to be on the upper hand when u get compared with pple. In short, im just doing my hons for the sake of doing it. Well, everybody else is doing it, arent they?

Sheesh.

One year is a long time.

5000 bucks is not a meagre sum.

N i dun have the faith to carry it through.

Most importantly, i dun like the way things are right now.

My senses tell me i ought to be rational. But my heart tells me otherwise.

Why cant i be doing something i truly like?

Sigh.


또 울어버렸다.. @ 1:02 PM